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Cain and the Stock Exchange

  A smoke of cigarette, and here he weeps And checks the blue-red arrow-mountains tall And watches the tumble of the Shares And sends another of his seeds To the hungry Savings god Cain’s altar holds a grand But Abel’s gain Triples that of Cain’s And here’s the thing, my lamb: The fruit of labour tastes as sweet as Eve’s, and half as cheap as weed The news presenter shares, Coiled around his brain Enables Cain And Abel’s stain Of blood and wool and half-sown grain To please the Boss in his throne of half-won pain And puts a curse upon the brother’s name, and Shares will soar And slither up around the tree of never-ending food and drink and tar and oil and more                   And Cain will lose                 And Abel too                 And God will think                 That it is good. - Estelle, March 2022
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An Epilogue, Of Sorts

  To be like God, the Devil knows, must burn,                 As golden juice runs thick inside their veins                 And knowledge seeps around their brains like chains, To know, to care, and yet still love the spurn Of mud-piles you just made, who made in turn                 Your breath a game, your love their lost campaigns.                 “I should rejoice for causing You such pains,” The Devil thinks, “for I have made them Learn. I did the one thing that You never would: It is finished, Your world is made anew. I take, and look, and see that it is good. And I alone, have saved them all from You.” Instead, the Devil feels as numb as wood And wonders why his curses won’t come through.   He watches eyes that hide forbidden sight And thinks this is what Elohim had felt The seventh day, when all the parts were dealt, When everything was sung in motion right; The emptiness that wraps around you, tight                 As snakes, its grin

Cave Journey

  The first part starts, as most school trips do, with a speech from the teacher. It also starts, as many lives do, with a grey sky. The wind races flat against the rock and into our watering eyes as we stand, backpacks fastened to our shoulders, in front of the gaping chasm. The teacher speaks about tectonic plates. About rock formations. About the salted rainwater that seeps through the permeable earth and slowly, slowly, slowly moulds it into stalactites and stalagmites and subterranean rivers. About the differences between a chasm and a cave – caves start horizontal, you see, while chasms begin with a vertical drop. I stare at the deep black hole that will soon swallow me up.             “Cool,” I say.             Lesson number one: most of the information you learn in school isn’t really useful. But it can still be interesting.             The harness pricks against my thighs as final checks are made. The speleologist tugs on the wire. It vibrates down into the darkness. H